Pictures!

Me at Wal Mart with the McDonald's clown guy.. hahaha.

I love them.

Becky in some store. Prolly United because that's our hang out. hahahaha.

ha, I try to be a g when I'm driving. But I suck at it. hahaha.

Some cool picture that Becky took when I was driving.

Penguin!

haha, I love her. She makes my life fun.

Haha me being retarded.

Kaden. hahahahha.

After the fire.

......

and again...

well that's all. sorry i dont use this anymore really. i like myspace better.

comment me.

<3mccall

I just don't know anymore.

              &&I want to give up so bad.

So I hung out with this CraZY girl this wEEkenD & over the break!

haha.

She likes to dance. Dance dance!

The nurse down the hall. rofl.

& she thinks she's gangsta.

& she likes to ride McLane's motor scooter in the house. LoL (kinda blurry)

We do CraZy stuff like this...

If only you knew...

If you knew what this was, you'd prolly be laughing your butt off...

Now, don't you wish you knew...Looks suspicious...LoL

And she's a genius! She fixed this thing. Only after about 2 hours, and driving around all day. LoL

And all of this fun included some of these.

And this...

We went and saw some of these (alpacas), but that created a major problem...

...And she ended up cramming herself in here, my backseat floorboard, to hide from my dad.

why, yes.
we do use our hairbrushes as microphones
&& we do dance around in our underwear
but hey, that's okay, cause we're just that awesome.

Haha, good times.
Memories were definately made...

Mkay, well that's all I've got. More pictures, but they aren't working.

<3McCall

Not even Kodak
could capture all of our memories...

So today marks a year since my mom died. Or should I say, since she began to really live. With Christ.

Holy cow. I seriously can't believe it's been a year. In some ways, it feels like it has been forever, and in other ways, it feels like it was just the other day. I don't know what I feel like right now. I'm kind of happy, because I know that a year ago she went to hang out with God for forever, which is absolutely awesome, but at the same time, I'm sad, because she's not what I think about everyday when I wake up. And, sadly, there are some days that I don't even think about her until I get home from school, and I feel guilty. Ah, I don't know. Too many emotions for me.

I have had so many people help me through this last year.

People like...

My UPG. You girls are amazing. I miss y'all so much. Did you know that UPG started exactly a year ago too? Pretty amazing. Thanks for all of your prayers, I needed them, and still do. <3.

My dad. He understands me better than anybody else, and we could communicate really well last year. I'm so glad to have the best dad in the world. I don't know how he does it. He never ceases to amaze me. <3.

Kyle. Wow. He has showed me Christ. Too much to list. My relationship with God would not be where it is today without him. He has taught me about relationships with friends, and how to love people, and what can happen in those relationships if I'm not careful, and so much more. I have needed him so much this last year, and I don't know where I'd be without him. <3.

Erin. Wow. Last year at this time, you knew. I know that I can count on you for anything in the world. You could sit and cry with me, and we both knew it was sad, but we were gonna be okay. I'm so sad I didn't get to see you over the holidays. Sometime soon though. And that text message this morning, it meant more than you know. I didn't know if anybody besides my family remembered. I love and miss you. <3.

Maggie & Kelsee. These two have also taught me a ton. Most of it by example. They have showed me that you can be friends with people, even if they don't have the same morals or values as you do. They have taken me in, and listened. These two are the people that I talk to about the Lord and what he's doing on a day-to-day basis. And I love it. Wow, I love those girls. <3.

Last but definately not least. Becky. This girl is amazing. We have had so many good laughs. Without her this year, I'd probably be a very sad person. She always picks me up, and can make me happy. Even though we don't talk about some stuff as often as I'd like, there is a reason for it. She has taught me more than she understands. So many things that I shouldn't put on here. But one, to be carefree, and live your life. To not be worried about what somebody thinks. To live like tomorrow was your last day, and to be CrAzY. I think that is one reason that I love her so much, because that's how my mom lived. She was spontanious. And wanted to get the most out of each day. And that's how Becky is too. I'd be up a creek without her. <333.

And sososo many more.

Mom, I miss you in an unexplainable way. I didn't realize what I had, until now that it's gone, and I feel horrible for it. I am so sad that I don't have you here with me, but that's all out of selfishness. You are healed of all of your horrible cancer, and hanging out with the Lord! That is so awesome, and I can't wait until we are together again. I know that in the big scheme of things, this life is no time. But for now, it feels like forever. I know you are watching us, and I hope that somehow you can be proud of the mess that we have made. We are doing our best, and I can't wait until we meet again. Godspeed. I love you so much.

Anyway, I'll leave you with this.

"It's beautiful, just beautiful."

<333McCall

So this entry is officially dedicated to
                              Becky.

You are so strong. I'm so proud of the way you've handled this past week. You are one tough cookie. I'm so glad that I get to see you so much. You are a trooper. You are wayyy tougher that I am, as you know. I want you to keep fighting hard, and don't give up. I know you won't. Keep on, keepin' on. You amaze me.

So we've had some good times taking pictures. Lets seee.

Becky and me in the Pre OP room on Friday.

Aww, she didn't feel good before her surgery.

The last picture of her knee before it had a scar. Notice the brace tan lines. LoL

This is the first picture after surgery. I don't think she likes this one, but I don't remember.

This is another one shortly after surgery. ZzZzZ...

This is the lovely motion machine that she gets to look at all day.

Me on I think Saturday when I was taking care/hangin out with her.

Aw, she doesn't feel so good.

This poor girl is sickkk.

Now that is hott right there. But look how good she can get around.

That's fabulous. And the white thing on her right leg is for blood clots, just fyi.

Look at how good she is. Doing her homework. You should be impressed.

Look at that sweet action blanket I made her. She's hiding underneath it. LoL

That is a scary pic of me, but her knee started to hurt as soon as the pic was taken. Aww. Notice her blue teeth/tounge. LoL

I french braid her hair for her, since it can't exactly be washed for a while.

Aw, I think this one is cute, but she hates it. We have def. attempted to wash it with "No Rinse" LoL

That is the ugly balloon that I took her. Eesh.

That's the closest thing to her knee that we can see right now. The dressing. *Gag*

....Me & her, we've been through it all from our dilemmas big & small.  No matter what happens, you're my best friend, because nothing & no one could make our friendship end....

So we got a little picture happy Sunday
                              night.

Haha. This is just funny.

Somehow Becky cut herself out of this....Take 1.

Take 2. We started laughing. Haha.

There it is. Well, ish. We are sad that she doesn't feel good.

Yeahh. LoL don't ask.

I have no clue. Haha.

...I have no idea.

These are what we like to call our "angry eyes" LoL

Who knows...

Hmm. I don't know.

Haha. Thats funny. I don't know why though.

Haha. We are goooofy.

Even though she feels like crap, she still has her sense of humor.

So that's what my life has consisted of lately. Fun fun. Now go comment her and make her feel better!

                                           <333McCall

               ---it`s those days where we sit around and do

                    nothing. it`s the moments we laugh so hard,

                    we cry. it`s the way we look at each other &

                    know what`s going through each others head.

                    it`s those stupid pictures and jokes. those are

                            the reasons we`re best friends---